Uncertainty

There comes a time to step back and see everything with both eyes and your heart. Know when it's time to take that deep breath and be aware of everything that is coming at you full force. No matter how much you love someone even if its a friend or significant other when words are spout out at you out of anger weather it be your fault or theirs it hurts. It physically hurts to know that someone has such meaness, unkind things to say about you to you. When influenced by alcohol or peers it's still painful if not deadly. How do you take it? How are you suppose to live looking at that person and hear those things but in the same breathe they tell you they are in love you. Heart and Soul!  I want to know what goes through their minds. Trying to do the right things, saying the right things, feeling the right way, thinking a certain way, etc. Nobody is perfect. Nobody can live on eggshells every single day wondering should they say this, should i not look that way, should i smile or frown? This is for both sides of any relationship. This is for men and women. Even more so for humans who suffer from mental illness and judgement by whom ever isn't the creator. People who hear this often then sit back and wonder am i worth it? Am i worth enough just for you to stop and love me? Am i not enough? All of these uncertainties are more profound in some then others. Many show it on their face, demeanor, and style. Others hide it very well under what i call the "The Masks of My Different Forms"

Peace, Love and Harmony

Lucy M.